Sorry!

I’m sorry I never come online anymore. I love all my followers and it makes disappointed in myself to think I never post anymore. But there’s more to it than the fact that I don’t have much time, or maybe that I’m not even trying to find time. Its just whenever I go on tumblr, I see all the pretty girls, wearing cute clothes, posing with there friends. Or have nice boy on their arm, who most likely cares about them. And it just reminds me that I’m not pretty, cute clothes don’t fit me because I’m fat, and that I don’t have any real friends. Or that I’m in love with boy who is going to graduate in less than 40 school days and is going to go college and forget all about little ‘ol sophmore in high school me. I just feel so alone, and somehow, a blog that was created to express myself and make me happy, now makes me depressed. I just wish someone would listen and understand, but you can’t always get what you want, right? Well, hopefully this is just a phase/funk because I really miss how genuinely happy tumblr used to make me,